Sunday, February 27, 2011

Be my hero.

If you love someone, set them free. If they come back, they are yours forever. If they don't, they were never yours to begin with.


I set him free. Thousands of times, it feels like.
(Best or worst decision ever?) 
He always comes back.. But sadly, this rule doesn't apply to me.
He comes back, then leaves, then comes back again.
(Is it possible for your heart to break more than once over?)
He comes and leaves, walks in and out of my life as he pleases..
(Who's that other girl..)
My heart is in a billion pieces..
(Crushed..)
We made so many plans together, and he forgot them all.. forgot about me.
(Who am I again?)
They're telling me that things happen for a reason, trying to convince me he wasn't worth it.
Just because he isn't worth my tears, doesn't mean I'm not crying.
(I'm covered in tears right now.)
Just because he isn't worth my time, doesn't mean I don't spend every minute thinking about him.
(I think of no one else.)
Just because he isn't the one, doesn't mean I don't still wish he was.
(What if..)
I see too many people, day to day, letting their love walk out of their life.
It makes me sick to my stomach.. Their love may not be the simplest but it sure is simpler than 3000 miles.
(Don't let that person leave you..)
20 words per month doesn't make up for the rest of the year that I'll spend alone.
(I feel like an idiot.)
And if home is where the heart is, then I'm certainly not at home.
(You flood my memories..)
"What do you do when you're stuck because the one that you love has pushed you away and you can't deal with the pain? And now you're trying to fix me, and mend what he did and find the piece that I'm missing. But I still miss him, I miss him, I'm missing him. Oh, I miss him, I miss him, I'm missing him. And you're sitting in the front row, wanna be first in line. Waiting by my window, giving me all your time. You could be my hero, if only I could let go.. But his love is still in me, like a broken arrow, oh like a broken arrow. He's the thorn in my flesh that I can't take out. He's stealing my breath when you're around. And now you're trying to convince me he wasn't worth it. But you can't complete me. He's the bond that is missing. I miss him, I'm missing him. Oh, I miss him, I miss him, I'm missing him. And you're sitting in the front row, wanna be first in line. Waiting by my window, giving me all your time. You could be my hero, if only I could let go. But his love is still in me, like a broken arrow, oh like a broken arrow. What do you do when your heart's in two places? You feel great but you're torn inside.. You feel love but you just can't embrace it. When you've found the right one at the wrong time? And you're sitting in the front row, wanna be first in line. Waiting by my window, giving me all your time. You could be my hero, if only I could let go. But his love is still in me, like a broken arrow, oh like a broken arrow."
(If you saw me crying, would you laugh?)
Unbearable. Not knowing. You're moving on. What's her name? You don't care.

Que sera?

Contradiction at its finest.

Does anybody else find that love quotes totally contradict eachother?

For example:
"When you love someone, don’t give him up without a fight."
&
"When you love someone, set them free."
Blahblahblah.

You get the point. But honestly, how confusing is that?!